You.

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved.

It's all in the skill

I've sectioned the he'll out of my life ,

I have no friends, but. A small selection of best friends,

I have no confidence, but I an 100% head over heels for a girl

I dint like these, but oh well..

I'm gonna head to sleep, and dream that same dream where you think about me the way I think about you.

X

Round 3

Today i started saving for a acoustic guitar.

and thats all that i have planned from now on

Noah

"I've got a heart that beats for the art"

I'm getting so scared, everything seemed so set out and now i have no idea, i had this extravert dream that i clung to, now there's this voice in my head that says drop it and just live how your supposed to. Its such a catch twenty two as the only reason i ever wanted to take that path is to lead me to the one i'm on now, so why bother? it appears i'm too scared to take any form of a risk.

Maybe i'm in need of some faith, i can preach belief to four other people, but i cant spare any for myself, i wish i could, im trying to

"Keep running i hope you feel alive"

I don't want to be a hypocrite now do i.

Moving On...

I just had a weird flash through the past and present,

i was listening to say anything and missing my best friend, how i would meet her after work in town listening to their album in the freezing cold, around Christmas time actually. I remember it so well, and now i'm really missing her.

Then i saw one of my friends have got their dream offers to Uni, this shot me into the future, i havnt done my ucas yet, and my friends are getting offers, i dont know where ill be in 5 years, but i think they do... I have what i want now, but i have no clue if it will work out and if i'm even man enough to take the gamble. I imagined myself at a reunion of all my friends in 10 years, and them all having moved on to big things, but no me.

Am i just being naive? I believe but do i believe enough. Do they believe in the slightest, its the weirdest feeling.

I'm going to see my best friend this weekend for the first time in months, and i can't wait